Unrequited Emotions

If we unrestricted ourselves and did what we felt, how would things be? Change for us? Why do we think that if we let our wants and needs, emotions, feelings loose we'd make the wrong choice? What if the right choice would come from doing what our heart wanted instead of doing the rational, logical thing all the time?
Why is it wrong to want to experience something you never have before even if it eventually means it wont stay forever. Why do we often suppress what we want? Who says it would be wrong if you don't even try? All our lives we've suppressed what we've wanted and it does us no good. Sometimes life is difficult to understand.
Sometimes random sets of circumstances lets you find someone who makes you smile, makes you laugh, makes you mad, makes you feel, cry and hurt, makes you warm inside and think and forget. Someone you enjoy spending time with and can talk about anything with. And ironically at the same time you can't let yourself go, let your emotions fly and see what happens. Fear cripples the heart but sometimes its not just the fear. Sometimes you can't quite tell them how you feel as it would be impossible to put into words. Or that person doesn't see you or doesn't see you in quite the same way you see them.
Can we really fall for a person when they can't or wont fall for you? A person unwilling to catch you if you do? Should we? Holding on to hope, hope that we've never allowed ourselves before because we've learned the hard way that hope can disappoint us. Finding something that you've always wanted to find though never admitted it to yourself until you found it and not being able to have it, have a go at it. And knowing that if you were just given a chance even if it didn't work out it'd mean so much.
Feelings are just to much work sometime. Specially when you spend so much time trying to suppress them.